Furi Kuri vs. love of life

[diello]

When was it decided that when I reached a certain age, had sex, or what have you, that means that I must always be thinking of sex when thinking of a boy. I can never have beautiful or pure or platonic thoughts. No boy can be a friend and just that. How unheard of. No way can you not think of fucking his brains out, no sir...

Why can't I have sweet, pure and beautiful thoughts? Why is it so hard to believe that I don't thrive on sex? That I like the mushy gooshy more than the fooley kooley? There's so much stupid sex everyone thinks I should be obsessing about when all I want to do is look at the stars, hold hands, kiss sweetly, dance in the snow and ride off into the sunset eating doritos!

Please let me be the sweet one again.
Let me be the naive child who can see something pretty and think it's beautiful.

Comments

[wcsfallen.livejournal.com]

You've always been able to see the beauty in the world when the rest of us couldn't.

[nineinchnoodles.livejournal.com]

Fondling her yum yums? Fondling her cupcakes? Fooly Coolying?

[diello.livejournal.com]

furi kuri furi kura :)

[tkitch.livejournal.com]

because everyone assumes that about both genders.

There is no way an adolescent person, of either gender, can actually just want to sit down, toss someone they care about into their lap and just hold each other for a while. Nothing more. Just sit there, talk, maybe not, but just be with the person.

*grumble* really is annoying. (I know the feeling.)