Honey in my Gears

I feel so fucking beautiful right now, you have no idea! And I've been told my boobs are 'surprisingly firm'. That was interesting. I couldn't get over that, haha...

I didn't sleep a wink last night. I was up talking to Chris and then did laundry around 3 or so. Watched the sunday lineup of adult swim, which I haven't done in a while. I needed to get up at 6.30a to take my aunt to school (where I stopped and met with old teachers and told them I'd be back in september, which I probably will).

I went over to Chris's and finally got to see the completed Filthy McNasty 3, and the completed TeenApe Doll commercial. It was great. And I got to see Bloody Giblets (the memory lane scene with sean and the john stamos picture was priceless). Then hanging out commenced until I had to go pick up my aunt and take her home.

And now I've hit the wall of BLEEDIN' TIRED!!! and hungry. I haven't eaten today yet.

Back to the Future part deux was on last night and I had a Crispin Glover - Willard dream last night and woke up refreshed as if years of shoulder chips had been brushed off.

My room is cleaning up nicely. I'm debating on where to put some stuff. I haven't slept under my bed covers in a week, so my bed is always made.

I dropped a handful of clean clothes into the catbox last night because I was carying a bunch up to my room and I had a wedgie halfway up the stairs.

Is it raining there? Because it's not here, but it sure is lightning/thundering out.

James Doohan has alzheimer's. For those of you who don't know, that's Star Trek's Scotty. Poor bastard.

Oh, now it's raining.

For those of you who love aqua teen hunger force go see aqua teen humans! They're rad like the future!

Before I go, I'm going to cut the soundtrack I made. In order of appearance in the movie I'll make someday:
( The Girl That's Never Been )

Man it's really coming down out there. I think I'll take a dance through the streets.
I like to antagonize mother nature by screaming to the sky. 'IS THAT ALL YOU'VE GOT???
And it works. She puts on a real show-stopper :)

I killed Danger Mouse. :(



Tumbleweed.
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Videogames. Comic books. Good movies. Better music. Coitus. Thus is life.

Preternatural genital throbbings, says Rhuss.

I am a vagabond. Who cares? I don't care!

Harry Potter installment 3 was superb, though I had higher expectations for Alfonzo's cinematography.

I am an elitist snatch! :D says Rhuss (as me). funny, rhuss. Real fucking original!

I can only skim through your entries, but correct me if I'm wrong. I think you are doing better. And I think you are still lovely (along with all my other friends, of course. Because I don't have ugly friends).

I also think coffingirl should contact me sometime, or update her journal.

Why do they burn ice cream?

My computer got a virus yesterday. I'm at the library. I think I like it better here, only I can't save stuff, and it's like looking at porn at work. Some things I just don't want other people to see. Whatever :)

I got my super-secret button from Liz McGrath today. She added a note that said "sorry for the delay, I added a few more buttons." How awesome!
The two extra buttons I got are the third one from the left here, and the third from the left here. And the super secret button isn't pictured. Because it's super secret. Get it?

Random assortment of happenings:
-2-D called the other day. I couldn't wake up Gary or Nichole, so he talked to me for a half-hour. He's moving back to Webster with his wife :) Party party party!
-At the yard sale, someone saw my art and asked for my information. She said she wants me to illustrate her book. Weird, yet cool.
-Went to the park with wcsfallen a couple times this week. Swinging on swings and levitating on the see-saw. Just remind me never to go on the merry-go-round again. I felt so sick O_o

It is a good day so far.

One year ago, I wrote:
So 7 months worth nothing... I did it again... visible this time... what, you ask? If you see me, you might notice, but don't tell Jon. But it felt... good. And that's bad. I hope I don't get back into the habit. ever again. Don't ask why, either. Maybe it's my 1st period teacher, maybe I'm envious of Kate for recieving love, maybe it's the whether. Who knows.

I haven't done it since last summer! Whoo!
I think frequency was there to slap me in the face that week. I needed it. thanks :)

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I guess I'm having a yard sale tomorrow (saturday). Don't know what time, but come and visit me anyway!
BUY MY LEGLESS DOGS!!!! SUCKERS!!
precious roy, precious roy, makin' lotsa suckers outta girls and boys!

I changed my el-jay layout again. It's very... Devi <3

Oh, and I guess those big black things I thought were black wasps were termites. JOY.

Got this from Roman Dirge's livejournal:
( a rip off of our favorite little dead girl )

Got this from sporks_rule:
It's a short one, don't worry.
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?



I talked to my cousin ben. He was excited about getting my letter and might come to the family reunion (and Kelly, I always could use company).

I sent out a package to the very lovely sad_excuse last week. It should be arriving any time if there aren't more problems in the post.

Jason Isaacs was on a tv show last night. Hot.

I don't think there's much reason to keep my entries locked anymore.
*sings some song about freedom*

( which dead german composer am I )

Hugo Wolf had serious issues. He had wide mood swings and many illnesses throughout his life. His creative periods were also very sporadic, and while he constantly strove for musical perfection, he has few major works. As he grew older, his mood swings and illnesses turned to manic depression, and finally culminated in a complete mental breakdown. He was committed to the insane asylum under the impression that he was royalty, and thus didn't recall or have the facility to compose any more.
A few key works: Moerike Lieder, Goethe Lieder, Der Corregidor

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Other news, when dad came home yesterday, he'd taken a $500 chess set that mum has demanded back. He was suppose to bring it back today. So I slept as long as possible. I'd woken up at 5.30a and succeeded in sleeping in until about noon. He didn't come back. Not yet.

I was suppose to go to Kelley Services today to apply for a job at the Canandaigua winery as a bottler. I didn't make it. I was going to try to get there around 1p, but I forgot that I needed to grab some phone numbers off the net first. I think I needed to shower first anyway. Oh well.

Also, I'm moving in with Sam in early June. So guess what gaffeizil might be helping me do while he's here? ^__^

This will be freaking cool... Me and Sam upstairs, Dave and Donna (and harley) downstairs, Jason across the hall, and the Crypt Keeper scary lady across the other hall...

I am excited.

"Friendship is like pissing your pants. Everyone can see it, but only you can feel its true warmth." ~paraphrase of insecuritytape's friend.

-I don't know what's weirder; the sound of something very heavy falling down upstairs (as in, I could hear it loudly through the ceiling) or the fact that I'm already upstairs O_O

-Thank you pale_n_morbid for posting that beautiful song I thought I'd forever lost the lyrics to <3

-What is it about Sunny and Cher that makes me want to harpoon them through their foreheads just to see if they'd either deflate, or see what would happen if their blood touched Earth's soil.

-the pixie I made looks like a cat.

-My cousin never showed up to fix my car this morning. Maybe he will tonight...

-and scorn wcsfallen for hating Heavenly Creatures and picking a Woody Allen movie (Anything Else) from the rental place! Next time, we're taking the safe path. But we did have sushi and a wrap :)

-Oh, and I got some free movie posters from Wegmans in Canandaigua. a Kill Bill poster, and a Dirty Pretty Things (audry tatou) poster. I have nowhere to put them, except the huge bare part of the wall where my Giger use to be before it fell on Kelly and I last night.
Maybe I really will put them on the ceiling.

-and I think I have officially broken my fast :(

It still amazes me that I can listen/read Guts without being grossed out, and I can laugh at the end of Titanic, and look at the most disgusting of things, be it shock photos or absurd, freaky jap skat, but I can't watch the end of Heavenly Creatures without freaking out or bursting into tears.

It's MOBIUS STRIP not 'loop.' Loop is just a description!