Frank The Wonder-Fuck Will Get It In
Feb. 6th, 2003 02:43 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dielloEven if I am, I'm getting it outta me even if I have to go to Tom to kick the fuck outta me. I need therapy.
I was going to go to the doctor's today, but I'm feeling inside today. Meaning I should stay in. I wrote poems yesterday about deranged sex ideas and wrote in my journal a lot. That will be my therapy. Talking to Nation. If Nation still talks to me. Talking to Xaero. Xaero will talk to me when Nation won't. Nation asked me a lot about Brian last night on the way home. I haven't heard from him in a very long time. I wondered if he was still around. His voice is a comfort. He was always reason, as opposed to Xaero who is sometimes irrational truth.
I was suppose to play with Brian today at the necropolis and the comic store, but I have no money for gas for the moment. I should go to Show World. I should call them. I am feeling inside today. I should call Brian because being on the internet means no one can get through on the phone and he was suppose to call me. I will also clean my room again. It's beginning to look like my old room. I need to unpack my clothes. I have to find a skirt to wear with my new shirt. I have to call Jon to see what's going on tonight at Vertex. I have to shut up now.
I was going to go to the doctor's today, but I'm feeling inside today. Meaning I should stay in. I wrote poems yesterday about deranged sex ideas and wrote in my journal a lot. That will be my therapy. Talking to Nation. If Nation still talks to me. Talking to Xaero. Xaero will talk to me when Nation won't. Nation asked me a lot about Brian last night on the way home. I haven't heard from him in a very long time. I wondered if he was still around. His voice is a comfort. He was always reason, as opposed to Xaero who is sometimes irrational truth.
I was suppose to play with Brian today at the necropolis and the comic store, but I have no money for gas for the moment. I should go to Show World. I should call them. I am feeling inside today. I should call Brian because being on the internet means no one can get through on the phone and he was suppose to call me. I will also clean my room again. It's beginning to look like my old room. I need to unpack my clothes. I have to find a skirt to wear with my new shirt. I have to call Jon to see what's going on tonight at Vertex. I have to shut up now.
