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It won't ever stop
Jul. 28th, 2004 11:07 pmThe Good: I applied at Borders, Maggie Moo's, and Arlene's Costumes today.
The Bad: Mum bought me a bra without my conscent or my presence.
The Ugly: I guess A LOT of people think I'm creepy. That was not what I had hoped would start out my day. I do not want to be 'that creepy girl.' I don't want to be known as creepy for my normal everyday actions. I want to be creepy because I freak people out on screen or in my art. I can handle weird. I like weird. But creepy? That's like comparing me to the old guy in the unmarked van who sits outside an elementary school. I am "single white female (the movie)" creepy apparently.
I thought the day would start out well. It was sunshiny outside. I was going to get a call from Brooks (they never called). Then I was told people thought I was creepy. I tried not to let it get to me, but almost immediately, it started storming out.
I've always been able to control the weather.
I've lost sight of what I wanted to be and can't find it anymore.
The Bad: Mum bought me a bra without my conscent or my presence.
The Ugly: I guess A LOT of people think I'm creepy. That was not what I had hoped would start out my day. I do not want to be 'that creepy girl.' I don't want to be known as creepy for my normal everyday actions. I want to be creepy because I freak people out on screen or in my art. I can handle weird. I like weird. But creepy? That's like comparing me to the old guy in the unmarked van who sits outside an elementary school. I am "single white female (the movie)" creepy apparently.
I thought the day would start out well. It was sunshiny outside. I was going to get a call from Brooks (they never called). Then I was told people thought I was creepy. I tried not to let it get to me, but almost immediately, it started storming out.
I've always been able to control the weather.
I've lost sight of what I wanted to be and can't find it anymore.
