Fuck Clit Piss Lick It

Don't be mad, but I nearly overdosed again today. But it could be justified as the day was bad and bleedy in my no-no-spot. Last night after Ryan left I had a shit time dealing with my blood burping snatchy cramps which Brian shared in experiencing over the phone. And I had a shit day today at work because I was twenty minutes late because I had a flat tire and had to scrape ice off my car and wasn't able to get gas like I wanted to and I wasn't able to get breakfast to absorb the handful of pills I'd consumed and Lisa was raging and I was raging and I was dead to the world the entire morning. Surprisingly, the candy bag I'd left at the calander stand was still there from days before and after a dozen starbursts, I stopped shaking and sweating, so I think they absorbed the pills, but then I got my cramps back, and on tip of that, I had a candy-tummy-achy. Ah well.

Customers were the same stupid-ass fucks, as usual though.

So now I am hanging out with Brian all day. He gave me a lovely book of nethercreatures, that's title I cannot tell you because I do not have it here. Tonight I will be picking up both Brian and Jon to attend Vertex, and we shall have a jolly good time, despite my bleeding snatch.

I hate you, God, as much as you hate me!